packing my bags for MEXICO CITY, MEXICO
rant#
there are different episodes in life in which one must grow and abstain from the negative aspects of whatever situation one is in. in my case, there were no negative aspects, the only negative aspects were the ones i was choosing to focus on, the negative aspects that just so happened to outweigh the positive. i remember being miserable (okay, not miserable) and being in a place where i was not happy with myself and with the things i was doing. that is not to say i was not happy, i was just not in good standing with myself and my potential.
it was an episode in life that got a little too carried away, i decided to keep going with the same routine and continue because i got comfortable. i usually don’t settle, i hate being comfortable, when things start to be “too good” i get up and leave because I feel like there has to be a constant struggle towards happiness in order to be happy. in other words, its not the outcome of the pursuit that makes one happy, its the process of getting there that creates happiness and tranquility. personally speaking. if there is one thing i learned through out my year and a half relationship with my high school job is to keep tranquil, keep smiling, and keep positive. there is no way I would have grown without them. and one person in particular that will remain in my life forever.
just had to let that out.
ARMANI
UPDATE 30 may 2012: This is about my job. I just quit and I think I exaggerated and personified my high school job a tad bit too much. And that “one person in particular that will remain in my life forever” is fading away… I guess I got way too excited, when I reread this a few months from now I won’t even remember the person.
No se como cruzar un laberinto que yo mismo construí… Pero no importa porque fío en mi ser e en mis capacidades
There is nothing else I enjoy as much as the tranquility and serenity of a summer day… The birds chirping, almost literally speaking to one another about their perfect lives.
It’s noon. The climax of the beauty, the beauty tends to fade as the sun goes down because the wind picks up and scares the birds into hiding. So for as long as it is 12pm on the west coast… I will love and cherish the language of the birds, the caressing touch of the wind, and the sizzling heat of the sun.
There is no place like home. Wherever that may be.
CHANGE IS GOOD.
solo en la profundidad en la que miro puedo ver, solo en la medida en la que sueño puedo ser…
CHANCE
I met a young boy today by the name of Chance, he brought so much inspiration and so much joy into my life in the matter of minutes… seconds.
He introduced himself, he shook my hand, he told me his story. He changed my life forever. He is only 6 years old believe it or not. A complete stranger to my life, never expected him. The aura he radiated, the tranquility and the peace is something I will never forget. I hope to have a man to man conversation with him when he grows up, I owe him a lot.
Everybody deserves a second CHANCE.
Aunque los rayos del sol regresen a mi vida… las nubes negras entraran a la vida de otro. Los ciclos de la vida, inevitables de huir.
Y aunque estos rayos estén junto a mi - por días, años, o siglos - lo que dios permita, el ciclo de la vida dice que las olas aun otra vez me dejaran solo
No es para asustar o para intimidir, es un simple recordatorio de que la vida es corta y los momentos difíciles simplemente siguen con una ola de luz, una ola de esperanza.
Los rayos del sol se pueden ir en un segundo, y quizás regresen en un siglo eterno.
Las nubes negras pueden desaparecer en un segundo, o en tres años.
Acepta los ciclos de la vida.
Así es que los dejo con este dicho:
“Las rosas, la fruta, o mejor dicho las cosas orgánicas, las cosas de dios, tienen olor agradable. Para ser una persona con olor agradable deberíamos de tener características de una rosa, una manzana, de una planta orgánica. Cada ser humano es un producto de esta tierra, este universo, aunque no todos tengamos las características ideales para ser un humano decente, el olor es igual. Aun así la inocencia esta presente. Somos hoy. Somos dios.”
